Tired. Tired. Tired.

Everyone is asking me why i'm looking so glum. I think the diazepam is working. I feel more at peace with myself at this moment though feelings of anxiety still creeps up some time or another. I think i'm feeling much better now.

First day of school. Pauline told me last week i didn't miss much but that was total bull. There are so many friggin' things to catch up, not forgetting i have a test coming up 2 weeks from now, and i haven't even completed my farm report. Went for my histology tutorial today where we had to look at different microscopic slides and spot the abnormalities and try to give our medical diagnosis and interpretation. Fuck that i only got back yesterday and i only got my notes today...i was totally stunned for the first hour but i tried to absorb as much as i could after that...oh well, at least i'm getting the hang of things now...or am i?

I still have a couple of pages of notes to go through (compliments of Yuet Foong)...good that they got my unit readers for me before i got back. Pauline saved the day by lending me her laptop charger and i can at least log on to talk to daniel and do my damn report. When is the fucking charger gonna be returned to me? My house is strewn with clothes, books and whatever because i'm simply too tired and sick to pack up the mess. My flu is getting worse and my body aches like hell. I had 2 hours break in between my classes and i used up the whole time trying to get a new net account and getting enough groceries to tide me over these few days. I feel like i'm gonna collapse, possibly because the flu bug is really getting into me but i guess i just have to pull through. Just did my laundry but guess i'll only bring the clothes out to dry tomorrow morning.

Alrite enough of my complaints....