Half an afternoon gone but my mood has taken a rollercoaster ride......hmmm...or should i say my mood has just taken a hot-air balloon ride....rising...rising...still rising :)

I felt really shitty this morning and took off from school to get some rest at home. Came home and it was good that no one was around cos i really needed a good dose of freedom with an extra drop of Marilyn Manson. However, I ended up playing my Casio and singing to the sequenced tracks of the tune i wrote for dan just a month ago. Mind you, my casio has a floppy disk drive! I went to IRC and managed to get dan somehow (because fortunately he misread my timetable and thought i had no school at that time)......and i told him i'd call him.

I haven't spoken to him on the phone for awhile and yesterday we had some issues about the stupidity of IRC and how frustrating and taxing it was to face the screen everyday and not get to see each other for such a long while.........it was good to hear his voice again and i rambled on and on...asking him about his new axe....why he didn't sleep more this morning.....i feel much better after talking to him....and i hope some of his frustration had diminished too......guess we're just too stuck with each other that being so far away just brings about a hell lot of withdrawal symptoms.......i am definitely taking a trip back to singapore during my april break. Wait for me Dan!!

The shitty feeling left me pretty much and i decided to get lunch. I went out to open my mailbox and there was a card from the post office for some Express Mail collection. Dan had mentioned yesterday (out of sheer exasperation after stifling it for a couple of days), that he did send me a card for our anniversary and because i just didn't mention that i had received it, he eventually tracked it and realised it was bloody stuck at the customs.

I rushed to the post office and finally got the card and realised that dan spent 24 bucks just sending ONE CARD by express mail! After i finished reading it, i was nearly sobbing.....every word just pricked my heart and made me feel so bad. I thought that he was really busy and would probably not remember the anniversary. I remembered once when he even ordered a bouquet through the net and sent it to me during one of our monthly anniversary but i thought that work was tiring enough this time and so i didn't expect any fancy tricks ( I was actually quite disappointed when there wasn't even an e-card from him and i actually bothered to make a html card for him and loaded it on the web). I was glad that i didn't send him the card which i bought for him simply because i didn't want to look like the only idiot who cared (ok so i have a lot of pride...).......but now i feel like the BIGGEST ASS in the world. I feel like a fool for even doubting him.

Dan even included a CD of mp3s which had DT, Deep Purple, Vai and even Powerstation! (and some weird songs which i have to ask him for the titles hahaha...)

The post which made my day!

I finally got my handphone up and going too...and anyone, (Caroline, Sis, Esther) please remind me to pass the number to you if you want it. Oh yes yes yes yes!!!!!!! Sis called me and finally confirmed that she is indeed pregnant!!!!! She went for her second ultrasound scan today and the heartbeat of her foetus was clear and strong......i'm really happy for her and Tony...not that i've never had a nephew/niece before but this is gonna be real exciting! Hey, i've even got the ultrasound scan pic of her peanut (as her gynae calls it)!!!



My nephew/niece at 8 weeks old!