My house is infested with ants!!!! I suspect it's something to do with the fact that i have too much sweet stuff in my house. I've got chocolates...cakes...biscuits...ouch, the ants are invading my couch and laptop too.

Woke up really late this morning...showered and rushed to school to get my histo report done. Yuet Foong and i went to sizzler's for lunch and i binged like mad. Think i really haven't had proper food since mum left...it sucks cooking for myself. I miss the times when daniel was here and i could at least cook a meal for TWO. I just gave daniel a tinkle and it was good to finally find him in his seat cos usually he would be running around...busy...he's always saying how he never gets a chance to warm his seat..and how dumb it is to have his own private line when he is not even around to answer the calls heh.....well at least i got you today!

I'm in the spendthrift mood again. I went shopping and bought some baby stuff for sis...i'm so tempted to keep them for my own baby in future cos they are absolutely sweet and cute! I better curb myself from this spending spree....it happened last year and i was down to my last 100 bucks (from a couple of grands) in less than 2 weeks. That is scary and i don't intend to let that happen again. I shop alot to fill up the emptiness in my life and according to my healing book, that is an addiction (oh no oh no oh no!!! heheee). I've talked to dan about us and myself and i've finally came to a conclusion that i should maybe just take a year off after this year....go back to singapore for some quality TLC (heh)...get some clinical experience in one of the private practice...work part-time in combo with dan (boss!).......then come back for my 4th/5th year. Dan is bored sick and frustrated with a damn monitor with no face behind all the typing....i'm feeling empty and lonely (i pass my days buying chocolates/sweets to bring back to him when i go home! Pathetic!). it just figures that maybe we should be together for awhile instead of all that jetting around for 2 weeks...makes sense doesn't it?

I'm gonna talk to the vet school people soon to get some advice on this.....