*Phew*....finally done with my new layout. Screwed up quite a couple of times because the codes got messed up but i've finally managed to put everything together. This layout is my baby and i'm proud of it. I like this whole skyblue/babyblue feeling...it soothes me and really subdues whatever demons i have in me.

Haven't been doing much these few days...basically just bumming around and trying to study for my coming Bacteriology test which is worth freaking 35%....i've only gone through like 23 pages....not much of an accomplishment considering i have so much time on hand. Need to go to school tomorrow to do my histopathology report....i suspect all that microscope work is making my eyes go woozy. I need new specs. Can i wear contacts? I always have the urge to pinch daniel's contact lenses out of his eyeballs...it'll be good if i can have my own set on my own eyeballs to play with hahahaaa..ok i'm bored.

The house is really quiet and it makes me feel really suffocated. I'm constantly getting the "let me out, let me out" feeling...think i need to go scouting for a new place, especially one which i can actually OPEN the damn windows and let some fresh air come in. It just doesn't feel that healthy breathing my negative thoughts over and over again....i need to at least let them out of the windows...