Sent mum off in the morning....i couldn't wake up because of this tremendous headache that was hurting like hell, but i finally got out of bed when mum knocked. Called the cab for her and helped her bring her bags out...she didn't want me to follow her to the airport because she'd be worried whether i got home safely or not. I think it was more of the fact that she would be really upset with all that goodbye and stuff at the airport. She cried before she got into the cab and all i could do was hug her and tell her i'll be back home real soon......mums will always be mums....she even made breakfast for me before she left...stocked up enough food for me to last like one century or something hahaa....

I remembered once when i sent daniel off in the same way because he didn't want me to follow him to the airport......it was a really teary goodbye...and when he finally got back to Singapore, he sent me this really sweet animated e-card with teddy bears which really depicted what we went through......i hate goodbyes. I hate being apart from him. It makes me go cranky and insecure. Everytime he tells me to come back, i just have the urge to quit school, sell everything and head back for Singapore. I am seriously considering calling it quits after this year...but i need to consider it through and make sure i stick by the decision and not have second thoughts or regrets in the future. I am too used to using my heart instead my head......time for some serious thinking now.

I am getting this really bad diarrhoea AGAIN, and running a temperature as well. I hope it's not another bacterial infection again....but i already made an appointment to see a doctor later this afternoon. The weird dreams are back again and i dreamt i was in a pet shop with badgers, tigers and snakes (in the end, i actually bought 2 pythons and the shopkeeper was telling me the two of them are actually "boyfriend and girlfriend"...how weird!). I wish i can get a pet here but it's really irresponsible to the animal considering the fact that i'll have to leave it here in aussie when i head home...but i'll love to keep a snake next time if i get a chance...an albino python will be really great (although i wish it could become a vegan).

Caroline: I think i told my mum it was your birthday...then she probably call my sis and asked her to wish you happy birthday hahaa.....says a lot about my sis huh...hehe....EH, i thought of you when i was showering because before that i was playing with my stethoscope and timing my mum's heart beat and i even wrote down on my whiteboard to bring back the damn toy for you when i go back!