It's all over for me. Exams, this, that, this and that. Somone threw a grenade at me, or rather i threw one on myself and landed in a major crisis. Funny but for the past 2 weeks, i felt that God was watching over me....throughout the exams especially...sent a few angels to me too and i am grateful. I am just extremely blessed....just the other day i didn't feel well, two of 'em actually bought a pizza and came over to my place. I wasn't around but they saved it and gave it to me the following day. ICQ msges have been coming in too....i don't know why but i haven't seen many people for days yet it seems that everyone around are asking me if i'm ok...i am...thank you y'all. Do i show my emotions too much on my face, are they just plain observant, or are they all sticky beaks passing information around abt me? No one really knows what happened but everyone thought i looked really weary. Been asking me if i need anyone to cook for me, bring soup to me....thank you i appreciate everything.

Thank you esther and i'm sorry i said all those things to you. Just wasn't in the right state of mind and i blabbed too much. Thank you for your patience and sharing everything with me....your stories about your family and everything. Just like you cursed the person who made me spill my food and killed my fish, i shall curse all your damn relatives too. Just thinking about your "notsolame.com"....maybe we should set up a fashion website? (and maybe get your mum to pose in her gypsy/bohemian clothes.)

The final verdict is that i am going down to Kojunup tomorrow although i did see the doctor today and he tried discouraging me. Nah i don't want to push my farm pract anymore...need to go home in Sept/Oct to be with sis to witness the birth of my niece (supposedly). Looking forward to spending a little time at the countryside to recuperate for awhile. Will be back in Perth on the 5th and jetting back to Singapore on the 6th.

Words fall silent when no one will hear
Emotions are deadly when there's too much fear
Touch a feeling and we feel again
To know the pleasure, we must know the pain

I'm going down for the last time
Open your eyes

Who's gonna hear you when you're callin'
And who's gonna catch you when you're fallin'
Who's gonna trust you
Well, I'll be around for a while

When love lies bleeding only fools are bold
They search for pennies in a pot of gold
Faith is dying when no one's to trust
But your soul is crying and its glorious

It's coming down to the last time
Open your heart

Who's gonna hear you when you're callin'
And who's gonna catch you when you're fallin'
And who's gonna laugh with you
Well, I'll be around for a while
And who's gonna warm you when you're freezin'
And who's gonna hold you when you're screamin'
And who's gonna promise you
To be around for a while

There you stand, drowning in the rain
Kiddin' yourself the wind don't sting
And all this time the thing you want is calling to you

I dig the way you take that storm
While spitting in the face of right and wrong
Well, you could let down your defenses
When you're in my arms

You could touch my face in my arms
You could dream on and on in my arms
You would never be alone in my arms
You could cry like a child in my arms

Who's gonna hear you when you're callin'
And who's gonna catch you when you're fallin'
And who's gonna trust you
Well, I'll be around for a while

And who's gonna mend you when you're broken
And who's gonna find you when you're stolen
And who will always love you
I'll be around for a while

And who's gonna shield you when it's rainin'
And who's gonna kneel with you when you're prayin'
who's gonna feel for you
Well, I'll be around for a while

Who's gonna help you when you're tryin'
And who's gonna hold you when you're dyin'
Who's gonna beg you
To be around for a while

I'll Be Around For Awhile - Steve Vai