Feels like i just ran a thousand miles. My legs are aching like hell and it feels as though someone had just dealt me a blow right smack on my back. It's not like i did a lot, except that i didn't catch any sleep last night because i had some last-minute cramming to do. I survived on 2 mugs of coffee which left me pretty much dazed and dehydrated. I was high on caffeine and my heart was palpitating so much i couldn't really study. I was basically really hyped up the whole night...got out of bed at about 6 plus for a shower and just sat around waiting to go to school. In between, i went to the toilet a couple of times because the caffeine was making me retch and purge.....i'm not going to go into the details don't worry.

Scott Edwards said last week that he was gonna let this exam be a wake-up call for us. I sorta expected i would be horrendously murdered anyway so i didn't really study knowing what a jerk Scott can be. Many people referred to last year's paper and assumed that everything will be more or less similar. I saw the smirk on Scott's face last week and i knew that he would definitely make things difficult for us. And i was absolutely right. Just last week, he was telling us about the format of the paper and everyone kept telling him how crappy his format is. When i got hold of the exam paper today, i was just totally stunned and really didn't know where or how to begin. Anyway, i screwed up all the parts that required memory work. My memory is fucked up anyway so i wasn't really surprised that things that i had gone through like 10 thousand times just evaporated from my brain cells again. I did whatever i can anyway and i really had no comments after the test. One of my friends kept telling me it was a really really easy and straightforward paper but she just didn't know how to do and she really studied. Hmmmm.....that's profound. I just admitted that i knew i was gonna screw it up anyway. I don't really have a point to prove to anyone. Anyway, i got to know of someone's really despicable plan. I am thinking of making a complain to the school because i really can't stand her nonsense anymore, but i don't want to be a meanie although this certain person has been trying to disrupt my life recently. Oh well....

YF came back from singapore and told me her best friend's mum just passed away 2 days ago. Healthy, no long term sickness...just died because of a blood clot. Life is fragile i guess and it's important to live it to the fullest. It would be a sad case to die and have regrets of not doing something...not saying something. Many people only begin to treasure something/someone after they've lost it.....i guess we should all stop doing that huh. Whatever you think can wait till tomorrow, do it now.

Anyway, i came home after my exam and just knocked out. Got up and decided to go out shopping. Went to Gdn City and bought sis her pregnancy vitamin pills...got myself a new pair of pants and the Novaspace "Time After Time" singles. Never knew that singles are as cheap as 5 bucks? I always thought that singles cost at least 11 bucks or so.....that's why i'm never willing to spend my money on a damn single and i'd rather just buy the whole CD instead. Hmmm....anyone heard that remix of Cyndi Lauper's hit yet? Am i turning into an ah lian soon? (Oh right, i already AM one.)

Wanted to come up with a new backdrop for the blog but ended up using it as my desktop wallpaper.