Of life, love, cats, dogs (and everything else in between).

Sunday, September 8, 2002

Yes i was busy with him and we had some nice moments together.....(btw, i wonder where he is now....2 more hours before he touch down in Singapore)...one week just whizzed by like this...and now i'm alone again. I miss having him around already...but i'm thankful enough that he managed to make it here to aussie with me. We bummed and pigged out...went here and there...fish and chips...the waffle i was raving about....had his favourite beef chop suey...chicken treat finally today...pigged out on KFC (yeah aussie KFC rocks..)....cooked for him a little....watched a couple of tapes...more pigging out...MnMs...prawn crackers...me and you. Sure we have our ups and downs.....and lots of getting used to when we're apart....but when we're together again, everything just falls into place. No one said it's easy maintaining a long-distance r'ship...there's so much insecurity and uncertainty involved but like i always believe...love will see us through all these. Yeah, i still believe love conquers all...and like Esther always tells me..."As long as you still love each other, any problems also can work out one..." and i believed her till now. Yups...i hope i don't mope around too much....trying to comfort myself that i'll be going home in 3 weeks' time (17 days to be exact)...and soon enough i'll see him again.

He bought me a teddy for me 2 days' ago. I love the new range of "forever friends" bear...he got me Toffee although i thought it was a real real real waste of money (and we all know how that bear is such a wallet-ripper) but he said it was worth it as long as i'm happy. We spent nearly one hour struggling and pulling each other...him wanting to get the bear for me while i kept pulling him away and telling him it's alright and i don't want that bear at all. In the end, he got the bear for me just before the shop closed...i think the sales people in the shop thought we were mad cos they witness all that struggling and yanking while we were in and out of the shop. I feel so loved...just knowing that he is almost willing to do anything to see me happy. At the same time, i feel bad...knowing how much he spent just to come over here...and all the trouble he took.....i should really thank my lucky stars....and hold this one real tiiiiight :) Thanks, deardear.

My new baby, Toffee


Too bad we can't spend our anniversary together...tomorrow marks our 4-4 and it's gonna be his first day at his new job....i really pray that everything turns out fine for him after his horrible nightmare job before this. I didn't take any pictures of us this week (until this afternoon before we headed for the airport)....somehow the memories will be harder to swallow if there were pictures...now that he's gone home....and it's back to typing on IRC again. Oh well...at least by the end of this year, it will be 2 more years for me and hopefully that will whizz by too and i can go home to be with him and everyone else again. I should be Mrs Heng by our 7th anniversary , supposing our plan to get married on the 8th May 2005 materialises....yah...just hope everything works out fine and this dreadful separation comes to an end soon.

For now, guess i'll just have to get on with life...get back to work and do whatever i'm supposed to do. One big freaking assignment, one presentation and one intrasem exam and i will be heading back home again....

us and Toffee, kinda hard to smile at this moment

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]

<< Home