I have been too busy to update my blog but i guess it really doesn't matter since most of the time, i'm just musing and no one really pays attention to what i type. Anyway, i got online this afternoon and received an icq message from Esther. I haven't been online much and haven't spoken to her since i called her that day. Eh you, i hope everything is well and fine over there. How's mum? I still do come online every alternate day but at odd hours lah, so hopefully i get to speak to you soon?

I've been busy as i said, running around trying to get everything in order. I just shifted to Bibra Lake so things are still pretty messed up over here. Problems with my landlord, the new tenant taking over my place at Kardinya, people here...blah...and everything else. The only solace i get are the occasional mails from sis with new pictures of baby Tiffanie. Baby just turned one month yesterday and i could just feel the joy when i called home. At the same time, i'm worried about sis, now that the confinement lady is gone. There are a lot of things on my mind, but i'm not sure how to face them and so i choose to run away instead. There have been too many confrontations going on, even just yesterday afternoon, when i met the new tenant. I'm tired of apologising but i have too because i don't want to be stressed out by uneccesary tension. I'll apologise just to make things better. Pretend. I wish i can be myself.

Priya bought me a silver bracelet with a little bell. The tinkling is somewhat therapeutic and to some extent hypnotic. I really like it. I went for a Mexican dinner last night with 20 other people to celebrate my classmate's birthday. I ended up just being quiet and minding my own business. There are some overbearing people around me and i'm happy just enjoying my food. Had yummy nachos and a pimento steak...lovely. My exams are coming up next week and i hope i do okay. I had a few slips this semester and i know a few people are secretly happy over that, but it doesn't really matter anymore. I just want to do well for my own sake and get back to Singapore asap. 18 more days to go...