Happy Birthday Dan!

It's Dan's 26th today. This year, i sent him a ferrero-rocher-ad-inspired-48-ferrero-rocher-bouquet *tongue-twisted*. Wanted to send him a REAL bouquet instead but why would a guy want roses for? I thought it was nice for a change since he probably bought me a kazillion bouquets but nah...decided against it in the end. It would be strange hearing dan tell me how much he love the bouquet over the phone. haha.

5 papers down and 2 more to go. I don't a give a shit anymore. I mean i do, but there's nothing much i can do now except to pray for some celestial intervention. I called dad 2 nights ago...spoke to him till past midnight. I marvel at the relationship we share sometimes. It was a pretty screwed up conversation with me sighing and crying intermittently, but dad was so patient and nerve-calming. I never fail to be touched by his wise words and even as i ploughed through my exam today, i could almost hear him saying the same words over and over again.

+ It's the process of sowing the seeds that means the most. How well the harvest turns out is secondary... (roughly translated from mandarin)

Dad says he'll see me through this if the worst should happen and kept assuring me he still has enough financially to support me. Anyway, i will rob, beg and steal (read: kill, threaten, be an arsonist) to get a 2nd chance if i should fail my exams. Right now, i just wanna go home and bask in love. I can't wait to go home this friday...to see dan, my family and little tiffy again (yes yes and caroline too). No matter what happens, i still have people who love me regardless and that's all that's important.

To dan again: Happy Birthday and love you lots. Will be back soon and we can have a whale of a time :)