Happy 5 yrs 4 mths anniversary to us! Thank God i have you.

I've hit a bad patch again. I went berserk last night and acted like a complete bitch to people in my house. Screw you all. I know it's typical to shirk all responsibility and push the blame to someone else, but i think my behaviour was justified...erm yeah.

There's a certain person around me that just can't keep her mouth shut. To quote and unquote dan, "Some people just need to shut the fuck up", and i'd give everything just for her to stop hassling me and chester. Yeah yeah, maybe it's the typical case of "stop saying anything about my children or i'll bite your head off", but this person really pressed the wrong button by complaining about chester incessantly.

"Hey smelly dog! Hey stinky dog!" (EVERY single time she sees chester)

"You should bring chester out more often into the sun because he stinks and the sun gets rid of the smell on him."

"I think chester is smelling more uriney than he did yesterday. I think he peed on himself, you know?" (*NO LAH i think he just accidentally stepped on his pee lah. How to pee on himself? He is not a whale and he doesn't squirt from his back* - i snapped back.)

"Hey when did u bathe chester ah? Did u bathe him today? He smells better than yesterday, u know?."

I'm not being paranoid but she makes really snide remarks about chester. Even when i said something about chester being cute, she said "no lah, i think all owners sure think their own dogs cute". Like wtf!? We had visitors over last night and had 2 other puppies over. "You know it's so good to have more than one dog around because if there's only one, they keep bothering you and biting you." Obviously that comment was directed at chester because this person lives with me. Pissed.

What's worse is that one of the puppies that came over was a total rascal. And to top it all, it was another frigging border collie that someone else bought just because i got one. The word BITCH was redifined last night (not me lah). Dogs like digging..yeah sure, but this one digs on water bowls. She dug on chester's bowl and totally flooded my kitchen, peed twice and shitted all over (she did one pile on my housemate's quilt when no one was looking). I'm totally peeved by the fact that the owners don't even bother disciplining it. What really, really pissed the hell out of me is the fact that they actually spent the night criticising about how naughty chester is (ironically, they didn't even blink or said anything when their dog shitted everywhere). Chester totally hated the other border collie because she was so annoying and kept snapping and biting him. I know it was not in jest because they ended up showing their teeth getting into a really fierce brawl. I hated the fact that everyone thought chester was a real devil (just because he is a frigging puppy and he is teething and bites?) and i got really upset when they kept asking me "why your dog like this? why your dog like that?". It wasn't just directed to chester, but at me as well and my incompetence in disciplining him. As far as i'm concerned, i do my best in disciplining chester.

I ended up going down on my knees and wiping up the entire kitchen floor which was flooded with a cocktail of pee, poo and spilled water. No one was apologetic about it AT ALL. The idiotic dog left unscathed even though it was the mastermind of this mess. I was totally mortified by their subtle accusations and angry at the mess i was left to clean up. I wanted to go for a therapeutic drive along the freeway but decided that i should just call dan instead....

"Thank God i have you". I just bawled and cried my eyes out. Dan totally calmed me down and made me feel so much better. Love you. I think he's the only one that can empathise with me regarding matters like these (that other people will just brush us off as being "too sensitive"). Told me to screw these people because i don't owe them a living. I guess i'm just pressured over having him because i've seen too many dogs ending up in the dumps just because their owners have no clue and the dogs get blamed for being silly and naughty. Oh well.....

Screw you guys i'm going home.