I've just checked my email and "myinfo" (the site where i can obtain my school results) for the umpteenth time, but my results are still not out yet. Damn. I just want to know if i've been booted out of vet school yet, so at least i can plan the rest of my life sooner.

I've thought about it, and i realised i'm more optimistic than i thought i was. Sis used to tell me that "when God closes one window on you, he usually opens another one for you". I think i really have to agree with that. Nothing in life is REALLY that bad, unless you're caught in war, poverty, starvation and all those natural catastrophic kinda thing (okay, maybe WAR isn't that natural after all, but you get my point lah..). If i were to be kicked out of vet school, i guess it'd be painful but then it's not like it's the end of the world. Sure, mum and dad blew a little fortune on me and i think i'll hammer myself for that, but then on the bright side of things, i'll get to spend more time with everyone here. There seems to be a lot for me to do here, if i were to flunk out of school. The future still seems pretty promising though.

If i truly can't make it for my final year, i think i'll take a break in 2004, spend some time with Dan and my folks, watch Tiffy grow up, watch Chester grow up (why is he not lifting his leg yet!?), convert my aussie license to a sg one so i can go gallivanting all day, play more music, record my own album. Eh, i sound like i'm actually planning to fail.