Talking In Riddles

I was on call this morning for an emergency surgery - a cow had a twisted uterus and needed surgery to correct it. We pulled out her dead calf, let her sniff it just so she knows it's dead and wouldn't be worried about it. Closure, that's what it's all about. Seeing something so tragic isn't exactly an ideal morning greeting to me, but i was too tired to care anyway.

I was supposed to pick something up from the city today. I drove down the freeway and just about 3 minute's away from that place, i chickened out and turned back at the roundabout. I don't know if what i'm doing is right. Actually, i don't even know what to do. I believe people should just grab every opportunity presented to them. Thinking too much just makes you miss out, that's why i always do things recklessly. But this time, i'm not sure if i should take the plunge. Just take the plunge head on. What if i crash? Maybe at least i'll finally get it. Get it in my head that the only thing that's in front of me is a hard, cold wall.

I sent out my CV for this job about 2 weeks' ago. This job requires me to work in Hong Kong and with the RSPCA too. I wasn't really interested (or actually, i was but i thought it wasn't really feasible for me to do so) and did it just for fun. Apparently, i'm through to the next round and i'll have to go for an interview at the RSPCA here sometime soon. Seems that i'm the only Chinese that got through, and 4 more others are ang mohs. I've always wanted to work with the RSPCA and i guess this is really a great break for me if i do get the job. Well yeah.

Anyway, i heard this really bizarre story about C's parents. Her parents had a divorce when she was 4 and after 18 years (she's now 22), they've got back together again. I'm a believer of love and it's quite heartwarming (albeit weird) to hear something like this. I guess, 2 people truly in love will always find each other again. Somehow.

If you've lost your way, i hope you find the road back home to true love again.