The Milestone

I feel soooooo goddamn rejuvenated!!!!!

No work feels so good, so kickass! I didn't catch much sleep but i sure feel refreshed. I'm in 5th gear now, but thinking about work makes me slip into 1st gear again (maybe even reverse gear).

So the big day is today. It IS a big deal to me cos i've never played at victoria concert hall before. I so wanna quit and just go study music or become a musician. I will give myself one year (taking Molly's advise) and will f**k the job if i feel that i'm stagnant and not living it up. I think before i make decisions and i almost never regret any decisions, do don't worry about me.

I'm wearing my blue gown AGAIN. I'm not allowed to wear the burgundy one because it's too cold (read: revealing). Alrite with me, since i'd actually rather don my sequin top and leather pants. Not allowed too.

I think i'm so gonna fumble and play all the wrong notes. All the pros there some more! Good luck to me!