Do Or Die

Edit: deleted a whole piece of personal junk here which should probably stay in my heart rather than this public space.

Been saying this all the time. I wanna roll on the sweet green grass, watch the white fluffy clouds roll by and just bask in nature. He says i'm starting to sound like a horse. GAWWWD! I so miss Aussie, my blue ikea couch, my ensuite bathroom with the beige bathtub, my little kitchen counter where i'd have my meals. Chilling out at Freo, domino's pizza, roadtrips, late night videos, jap food at Nishi, dimsum at Yummy BBQ. It all seems like yesterday but thinking back, it's been nearly a year already.

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I really don't have much time left. Giddy up, horsie.

Fuck. The Royal Show. I may pop back there for the finale since i have 2 consecutive off days at the end of the month. Out of the 5 years in Australia, i've only been to one because i always make it a point to come back to my loved ones during the September break. It's an irony how i'm probably gonna make this trip alone this time.

The end of September will mark a new beginning. Decisions to make and risks to take. I'll make the final charge then and if i come back battered and broken, at least i tried. In Ronin's words, "Do or Die".

I Luuuurrrve You!, originally uploaded by manniqueen.

Rock 101 Lesson One: The above is the "I Love You" sign, NOT the ROCKER sign. The rocker sign will be demonstrated next lesson.